boii
you've got to do more than this if you want this to work out
i feel as though it's fading away..
but i dun wan to let go.
i dun wanna lose you.
funi.. i shldnt b e one saying al dese..
- sometimes i wonder why i care so much about everything Tuesday, March 29, 2005
was talking to desmond just now. then. just realised that i'm really fortunate to have friends who cares for me. that time talk to maria also. really berii the touched. ^.^ wahahha. wheeheehee~
can i count on you to be there when i want to cry?
or would i have to go to someone else..?
like what the hell..? lolx. was looking at the quiz results.. what on earth..?? lol! ''charmer'? 'never boring',' push men's buttons and attract a wide range of guys'lolx..! the thing that's in common is about how i like to enjoy life.. which is basically accurate cause i love life [at times] too much and i dont think that i would shorten mua life by doing harmful things to my body..wahahas! ^.^ erm. yeah. hopefully i wont get influence,aye? hahhax! =X opps.. i think i just offended a few people just by making that statement..? =X bleaghx..
open my mouth and offend everyone.
byee Monday, March 28, 2005
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lala~
most probably going to have an art camp this june holidays cause of the new project that we are embarking on. which is, to paint/beautify a certain part of the school.. how did we come up with such an idea? well, you see, we were at CHIJ Toa Payoh on that faithful monday for the art exhitbition. then the whole place was like so interesting with paintings here and there.. damn nice also. wahaha. then we were thinking and discussing about our school being so boring and stuff like that, and we suggested to ms see that we paint/beautify a certain part of the school. so now the idea that me and maria came up with was to paint the first two pillars that people see in the foyer when they enter the school. now we have to come up with a fabulous design that the school just cant turn away and our project would be on its way to success! wootx! may the project be successful! *toasts*
i wanna watch mr&mrs smith! ^.^ Saturday, March 26, 2005
arrgh. stupid blogger.. ate my post up.
okae.
was actually suppose to help out des with his youth ambassador thing. but then thought that you might be free, so i rejected it. WRONG CHOICE!!! blardy hell. didn't expect to be p.s. so many times.. the least you could do was to TELL me right? at least i can make a move to orchard and not get caught in the bloody rain [thank god im wearing black] and not having to worry about you not being able to find me there. it really makes me wonder if you actually care about my feelings at all- so please don't hold it against me if i sound as though i doubt you. in any case, had my meal at wisma atria and waited for maria for the singapore fashion fiesta! wootx!wore mua black tee, black jeans, black eyeliner and lipgloss [which sadly wasn't black. but whoever heard of black lipgloss..? whatever. that's not the point]. anyways. the fashion show was really interesting. quite short, but it's nice. wahaha! the clothes were very nice and spring like. haha. duh. spring collection for fcuk remember..? -.-" hahax! yeahh. got some chocolates out of it too. but,opps,left the chocolates in maria's bag.. =X hahah! the models were like so bloody thin and tall..! i will never be able to reach that height. still, they were wearing stiletto heels that were so high they might as well be tiptoeing! zz. after that we went to cineleisure to take neoprints. my eyes look damn big- thanks to the eyeliner - muahahah! ^.^ then.. went to plaza singapura to look for stuff to do. okae. actually thought that you would be there. then you not there, so maria had her dinner at delifrance there and then she went home.. then i alone again.. walk to orchard road.. abit diaox. cause everywhere people were either in pairs or big groups. then i alone. -.-" lol. whatever. then walk back to plaza sing.. got tired of feeling lonely so i took the train to marina bay just cause i could get a seat to rest my legs. keep thinking and thinking until quite depressed. but then after i took a nap i kinda forget why was i so depressed. so yeah.. hahax! that's about it lor. ^.^
okae. =[
sometimes i ask myself why do i put up with everything - Friday, March 25, 2005
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lalas~ later going to cut mua hair.. wahahha! always say want to cut but then like no action.. now finally take action le - wahhahax!! ^.^ doodoodoo..~ anyways.. after that maybe go get mua eyeliner and lip gloss..?
gawd.. so girlified..! =X bleaghx.. so different from primary school.. miss those days when i can just play soccer whole day long.. swim whole day long.. play all day long.. no troubles.. so shiiok. unlike nowadays.. zzz.. sucks lahx..
duno what the hell i rambling about up there.. just feeling damn sian right now.. eurrgh.. dont know if i going cut hair alone or mama peii me..? lolx. duno lahx!
whee~ cant wait for tomorrow. an all black theme ^.^ Thursday, March 24, 2005
hmm.. now at debate.. going to delete the post away later.. see that stupid post so depressed already. okae. maybe not. hahha! =X
lala~
tomorrow's good friday..! wootx! ^.^ finished my poa in class during SSP today.. ms wong was like asking us to write duno what 'one short paragraph/story on fear or embarrassment'. then.. i wrote duno what crap.. then she was like saying it was quite good and wants me to type it out.. -_-" desmond going to help me type and send it over to her later. wahahha. hmm.. most probably not sleeping tonight.. eurrgh.. can de. wahhaha. jux need stuff to keep me awake.. maybe i shall be 'guaii' and do my homework.. hahahhax.
going out with maria on saturday for that fashion fiesta thing- wahhaha! going to dress in all black - wootx! ^.^ hmm... dont feel like going home for saturday lehx.. bleaghx.. but mother confirm dun allow one lor.. bleaghx.. arr.. =X err.. duno lahx..
lol.. today the desmond hor, damn lame sia.. POA that time doing the stupid homework keep crapping and making stupid noises. lol! damn lame and farni..! lolx!
iee.. debate. hahhax. yeahh. right.. -_-" Tuesday, March 22, 2005
eurrgh...
wei she me wo mei yi chi dou bu ken fang shou?
Did I hear you right
'cause I thought you said
Let's think it over
You have been my life
And I never planned
Growing old without you
Shadows bleeding through the light
Where the love once shined so bright
Came without a reason
Don't let go on us tonight
Love's not always black and white
Haven't I always loved you?
But when I need you
You're almost here
And I know that's not enough
And when I'm with you
I'm close to tears
'cause your only almost here
I would change the world
If I had a chance
Oh won't you let me
Treat me like a child
Throw your arms around me
Oh please protect me
Bruised and battered by your words
Dazed and shattered how it hurts
Haven't I always loved you
But when I need you
You're almost here
And I know that's not enough
And when I'm with you
I'm close to tears
'cause your only almost here
Bruised and battered by your words
Dazed and shattered now it hurts
Haven't I always loved you
But when I need you
You're almost here
Well I never knew how far behind i?d left you
And when I hold you your almost here
Well I'm sorry that I took our love for granted
And now I'm with you I'm close to tears
'cause I know I'm almost here
Only almost here Monday, March 21, 2005
eurrgh. i hate it... if you still can't forget about her.. shit!!!
eurghh!!
feeling so confused right now.. duno how to say.. eurgh..
sorry for hurting u [if i did]
but i really cant take it anymore..
dun wanna close one eye to what i see..
totally totally no mood today just cause of something.. eurrgh.. why am i so easily affected by stuff..? eurrgh..blog more later. when i'm not so distracted. Saturday, March 19, 2005
eurgh.i'm so bloody screwed.ok. not in THAT sense. but as in,like, toruble that screwed. -.- diiaox. yeah. okae.so.. as i was saying.. i'm so bloody screwed cause i haven't finish all my assignments..?! lolx. i know i know.. promised to finish it all up.. but then.. lolx. crapp..!!
eurgh. there must be something horribly wrong with me.. =X slept for like god-knows-how-many-hours and i'm still feeling so bloody tired..! X.X the worse part is that i feel
abso-fucking-lutely no mood to finish up the last of my homework..
eurrgh...
cannot lahx..!! must do it!! finish my bloody homework!! then i can sleep peacefully!!! X.X
mUaHAhhahah! Friday, March 18, 2005
waa...so veggified today..! lolx! why i say so? cause i ate like, one bowl of bloody veggies, around 1 3/4 of oranges and a slice of papaya. feeling damn full right now.. =X bleaghx.. anyways.. configured some stuff on my mozilla. wahahha! feeling very sastified right now. ^.^ gosh. what a cheapo i'm, sastified over such small stuff.. but then and again, it's the simple pleasures that we look for in life, right? lolx. am bo liao again.. wakaka! =D
bleaghx..
been thinking about him for e whole day.. haish.. life is torturous without sms.. *sobs* i want my line back...!!! >.< !! however. the better option is to subscribe to a whole new plan *grins innocently albiet cheekily - heh heh heh*
whatever. -.-" boy am i lame..! lolx! like what the hell..?? yeah. really. what the hell.
mother said that she saw lynette [yap] today, and that she had make up on. lolx. which makes me realise that practically everyone i know is using make up. yeah. im bo liao for bringing this up.. but then. who wouldn't be when they are doing their holiday homework..? -.-" hhahax. yeah. excuses excuses excuses..!
arrgh. doing my e*maths holiday homework.. bleaghx.. should have start earlier manx.. now abit gan chong liao le.. cause.. i think that i will just give up on my bloody maths.. not that i don't know how to do, but it's just that i'm too lazy to do the bloody thing.. iee.. =X my bad. hahhax!
anyways.. yesterday talk to dear until 1.30am like that.. was actually in my korkor's room [cause he on the aircon mah..] talking de.. then he complain that i talk very loudly.. so in the end i went out to the living room there and chat with dearr lorx. ^.^ wahhaa.. dearr so despo.. for money.. =P hahha! cause he doing his holiday homework for the money that his mommy promised.. iee. sho bad. hahahs. kae.. hmm.. dearr going to malaysia tomorrow.. coming back on sunday.. whea.. can't talk to him le.. =\ bleaghx.. *sobs* can't even sms..! ohmigosh.. that sucked man.. ='( wheaa... i want my phone line back....! arrgh!! so xing ku.. haish.. then.. now.. don't know when i want to pass him the 2nd month pressie.. maybe monday bahx.. got art exhitbition on monday.. so suay.. but actually.. is i choose to go de.. =X opps.. Thursday, March 17, 2005
don't know why today's tuition so slack.. anyways.. lolx. went to gym today.. not much energy for it.. don't know why.. then the alan. wow. he came. lolx. it's like a MIRACLE that he came.. =X no offence man. lolx. =D yeah. then left at about 1020 to look for ms leow [cause i didn't do my maths correction that time =X]- did the assignments that she gave and left for tuition. then when i reach there.. piiangs.. stupid mr henry lee tell me that he doing science first.. -.-" heck lah, cause i can like finally find some time to write my bloody diary..! ^.^ wootx. yeahh.. then 1600 that time then start maths... lolx. damn funny, cause keep insulting mr lee. wahaha. then he bwg - so funii! =X ahahha.. my bad..! bleaghx.. yeahh.. did logarithm. it simply rocks! lolx. so fun [only when i get it]! wahhahha.. yeppx. ^.^ Tuesday, March 15, 2005
this time round i really got nothing to say.. it is really insensitive of you to say that.. what 'so called' sister..?!and that thing about me being selfish? wtf. you don't know what u're talking about.. fine. i'm not saying that i'm not selfish. but. if i really am.. besides,you tell me lah, you yourself not selfish meh? if you are not selfish, you won't always keep thinking only about your own feelings what. try considering other people's feelings for once, will you..?!
EURGH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Monday, March 14, 2005
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wahaha.. yesterday so happy...! wootx! ^.^ went out with joel don waimun cynthia weiming jackson minghan verra kwan chiu poh justin and dearr. met up with justin poh and dearr at p.s. e macdonald there first.. then go see them play arcade then walk to e cineleisure there.. was the latest cause poh justin and dearr keep on playing the arcade games, then don't want to leave the place like that. lolx! then actually wanted to watch hitch but then not enough time. then spongebob squarepants e movie not enough seats. lolx. in the end went down to first level, where cynthia and verra got hair extensions [white n blue..?]. then while they doing their hair extensions don joel me and dearr went upstairs to take neoprints..lolx. i like the machine, cause the decoration very the nice.. wakaka! ^.^ then after that outside the shop there deciding what to do that time saw beverly and her friends.. lol, her no-no nt with them cause he got scouts the job week thing. hmm.. then.. went over to heeren the marche there to makan.. wahahahax! damn farnii! joel waimun and i bought 2 waffles with ice-cream and ate at e table.. then after that we went to buy ice-cream and walk around looking for more food. in the end we decided to seat down at the table and crap. then so qiao got this damn wacko song playing, so we crapped about ms wong or ms loo dancing to the song, swinging their hands up in the air..! lolx! laugh until we peng liaox. =X lolx!! then after that we went to get some soup and went back to the same old place to eat..
hmm.. today got oral.. wahahax. never go gym =X bleaghx. feel so slack.. anyways, the oral. think i'm going to fail lorx.. bloody hell.. don't wanna think about it.. asked dearr if he really believe we broke the plate. then he was like 'u al really break arz..?' lolx..! berii cute.. lolx! ^.^ waahhahaha!!
` ` joel and don ` ` happi 2 month ^.^ Sunday, March 13, 2005
eurrgh....!!!
feeling so damn confused right now.. don't know how to express how i feel. even if i can express how i feel. i'm sure that it would definately offend people. eurrgh.. pain.
temptation is just too great. eurrgh.
shall not blog anymore for today - in case i feel even more depressed. shall do my maths correction and thus achieve geekiness for the day. =]
new blog.
new blog.
same old life
same old attitude.
yeppx.
had a new blog partly cause i'am getting bored with 'sheepocasing'.besides, the old one was like going wacko..? so yeah. got a new blog. with a new skin. about bloody time. anyways. the taggboard isn't up yet. i'am most probably going to subsitute it with something from tagboard.didn't do much changes to e template to make it more personalised cause a. im lazy b. cause im lazy. hahah! okae. that was rather lame. can't help it lahx. i mean, hello, look at e bloody time nw..? lolx. not sleepy though.. don't know why.. but then my eyes damn dry cause of e haze thing.. as in e haze kind of smoke..? lolx. smells like something's burning.. lolx. =D
hmm.. should be sleeping soon..? going out with joel don and friends waimun and dearr later in the day [2.30 liddat]. watching movie. wootx. wahahaha! so shiok. holidays start liao le. ^.^ wheehehe~ lolx. hope that i'am going to b totally happy tomorrow.. wahahhax!
